hi, my name is alex.

This sucks ass. I fucked up my leg again and they won't let me call out and no one will work for me. So I have to go around limping around with a tray full of food and have people laugh at me. What makes it worse is I have an English paper due on Thursday and I have no days off until then. Yay for me.

I'm sitting in the library at Brookdale in between today's Accounting and English classes listening to the new Fall Out Boy record. This gives Take This To Your Grave a run for its money and its definitely better than their last CD. So good.

I'm eager to hear what my English professor thought of my narrative paper. When I handed it in, I explained to her that it probably wouldn't make any sense. We'll see in a half hour or so.

I just got lunch with Howie and Mikey. Haven't chilled with them in a long time and it was fun. Howie is in my Math class with me.

This time next week, after English, I will be heading straight down to DC to stay with Craven and see Bridgette. Yay. I seriously can't wait.

Tonight I will see SDN play at NJIT. Hopefully they won't have huge attitudes with me. Oh well.

Guy At Table: "Wow, this is great Merlot. You ever try it?"
Me: "No, I don't drink."
Guy: "Since when is wine considered drinking?"
Me: "It is to me."
Guy: (pointing to self) "Well, if you don't drink wine, you're not going to live until 99 like me."

I wanted to scream at him so bad. That happened yesterday, the third anniversary of my mother passing away from alcoholism. I just wish people would think before they say things. You don't know me. You don't know most of the people you talk to. By the way, my mother was not 99. She was 50.

A million thoughts have been passing through my head the last couple days. One thing that has always made me better was the thought of her. I shouldn't be posting this but last night, any chances of anything happening between us fizzled out. A million reasons spewed out of her mouth but I can't help but thinking that any one of them could be a deterrent to a good relationship. I'm always going to love her in one way or another as she expressed the same feeling for me last night. But, I can't help but keep on thinking what would happen if we both gave it a try.

I'm too selfless. I always just immediately enter the friends zone with girls. Grr.

So I just woke up, waiting for Bridgette to call so I can head over there. She's leaving for school today. I don't think I've ever been so sad to see someone go to school but I'll visit in a couple weeks probably and then we're going to see Jack's Mannequin in February which is fucking sweet.

Work's been alright. Been closing most days which sucks but I make do. Our holiday party is next Tuesday in Edison so that should be kind of fun.

I think I may actually start posting in this thing again.

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Dear Ladies,

Stop being confusing and hard to read. I'm sick of it.

-Alex

I've been in the same spot on the cross bronx for four hours now.

work has sucked lately.

I wish she missed me.

50 of the MOST Random Questions Ever

1. Where were you 1 hour ago?
No one.

2. Who are you in love with?
every girl i ever lay eyes on.

3. What is the largest amount of money you spent in one store?
like $2600 in the apple store

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
Someday Never poster has a tiny bit of pink in it

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
Saturday I think

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
yea

7. Do you have a car worth over $5,000?
its value right now, its close.

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
i drove 7 hours already today and its only 10:44a

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
wanted to

10. Are you cool?
im a mess

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
i have pepsi now

12. What are you wearing right now?
spitfire shirt i havent worn in years and my favorite jeans and dirty hurley shoes

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
car wash

14. Last food that you ate?
some cookies

15. Where were you last week at this time?
i dont remember. probably either home or some wierd state

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
i dont think so

17. When is the last time you ran?
a couple weeks ago, i need to start doing it regularly

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
a little baseball

19. What is your favorite class?
im not in school

20. Your dream vacation?
london

21. Last person's house you were in?
other than mine - prob mikey's

22. How old are your parents?
my father is 56, my mother died when she was 50

23. Are you in love?
with my apathy

24. Do you miss anyone right now?
yes

25. Last play you saw?
i cant remember

27. What are your plans for tonight?
sleep then driving to DC

28. Who is the last person you sent a message to on myspace?
gray lines

29. Next trip you are going to take?
DC tonight

30. Ever go to camp?
yes

31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
like once or twice in elementary school

32. What do you want to know about the future?
when do i fucking get a fucking flying fucking car

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
no

34. Are you hungry?
quite

35. Where are your best friend(s) located?
Spotswood, Marlboro, Morganville, Monroe/DC, Sayreville, Hazlet

36. Who is your best friend(s)?
SDN, Mikey C Strings Magee, Carolanne, Laura

37. Do you have a tan?
im invisible

38. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
late 20s

39. Do you collect anything?
apparently i have a pretty good collection of twilight city fracture and scars to prove cds.

40. Who is the biggest gossip queen you know?
i donno

41. How many times have you gotten stopped by a cop?
lost track

42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
yes

43. How do you like your drinks?
caffenated

44. Do you like hot sauce?
yes.

45. Last time you took a shower?
yesterday

46. Do you need to do laundry?
yea

47. What is your heritage?
irish, german, british and a tad bit of everything else

48. Are you someone's best friend?
i hope so

49. Are you rich?
no im alex

50. What do you think of the person who took this survey before?
i wanna bang the shit out of her

Quite possibly the coolest thing I've ever seen.

Hey, there. Last night, Rock Climbin' Riccatelli and I drove into the city to the Avalon to see the Tooth & Nail tour. We were supposed to chill w/ Keller beforehand but Andrew didn't get out of work til 3 and Keller had JewFest06 (a/k/a Passover) dinner to go to. So we're waiting on line and I'm talking to Keller on the sidekick and he goes "oh, I'm going there after dinner to chill w/ Emery. [Nick] Cassinelli's there now. You should've told me I couldn't got you passes." And I'm thinking - I had to tell him since I was making plans with him for before the show. But oh well. We didn't see Nick anywhere so we went in like non-fancy people.

First of all, The Avalon is probably the coolest venue ever. It's an old church on 20th & 6th and they converted it into a venue on the inside. It's amazing.

The Fold played first. I don't understand that since I thought they were getting kind of big. I like them a lot but for some reason the crowd was no into them at all. I don't understand that cuz they played well.

Jonezetta was next. They're from Mississippi and they were amazing kind of rock. Really fucking good.

The Classic Crime was next. The singer reminded Andrew and I so much of Kleptobono. They were alright but not my favorite.

Anberlin was on next and was just fucking mindblowing. They had covers for their cabs featuring artwork from their CD. So good. They're one of my favorite bands right now.

After Anberlin, Keller showed up and chilled with us while we watched Emery. They were so tight and so good.

Really good show. Keller, Andrew and I chilled for a little bit outside and talked then Andrew and I headed home.

Scary Movie 4 and a TIVO'd O.C. today.

for those that don't know, I have a wonderful 8 month old neice, amanda. ever since my brother found out his (then) girlfriend was pregnant, there has been a happiness in his eyes and his demenors. (sp?)

well my brother is a wonderful father, loves his daughter with everything inside his soul. charlotte on the other hand, meant well, but would always scream at her and treated her like shit. you can tell she was happy to milk her daughter when it suited her needs.

well lately charlottes been coming home like 6 in the morning drunk and jason fianlly had enough and kicked her out (its more than this but I don't wanna get into it). today she came by and jason, very calmly (and still in posession of amanda), told her he couldn't let her in cuz his lawyer told him not to but he took the liberty of packing some of her stuff and gave it to her. he also told her that when she got situated somewhere that we would pack the rest and bring it over.

a couple hours later, two monroe police come by and were very nice and just wanted to check in to see how amanda was. they told us that charlotte came to the station and wanted custody of the kid but monroe wouldn't let her cuz she reaked of alcohol.

she then went to new brunswick and pretty much told a bunch of bullshit (im not even kidding) and got a restraining order for jason against amanda, her, her mother, her brother and her friend. she said he abuses her physically all the time. she charged him once with this a couple months ago and im telling you, he never laid a hand on her ever. she said that when he kicked her out, he physically picked her up and threw her out the door. for those that have met her, hulk hogan couldn't pick that bitch up.

so mtpd came around (all 7 cars of them) and took amanda. they said they had to call dyfus due to the restraining order but told them that they wouldn't pick amanda up if charlotte was drunk. dyfus determined that she was ok so they had to pick her up. charlotte was there but not within sight of us.

now apparently jason can't even call to ask how the love of his life (amanda) is or he goes to jail. were going to appeal this on the 12th and we got a bunch of people to testify but its so hard for a man to prove that the mother shouldn't have the child. its usually always found in the favor of the mother. especially with that domestic abuse charge against him. it sucks to cuz jason was all willing to let charlotte have her on the weekends or something.

if this is effecting me this way, I can't imagine how its effecting jason.

ill keep you posted.

so today, instead of leaving for DC at midnight, I didn't get to leave until 7:30 cuz the truck from miami didn't arrive on time.

on the way home, I stopped at a rest area in south jersey and got $60 out of the atm, got the money but then the screen said 'you last transaction was canceled.' so maybe I got some free money.

now im in baltimore waiting for them to unload.

by the way, you can't get upset if I make fun of you behind your back for something I make fun of you to your face about.

some people in this business are way too pissed for their own good.

but whenever im pissed, I look at this picture of laura's new pup
sleeping on my foot. she loves me and no one else.

I seriously am a big pile of shit cuz now I have to stroll into a doctor's office in Dayton and explain how I lost my DOT Medical card AGAIN! I already lost it once. I guess I didn't take it out of my old wallet when I threw it out at the Garden State Plaza when I bought a new one. I'm going to go ahead and blame it on Jayson Dezuzio because he was the reason we were at that monstrocity of a mall for 7 hours.

Seriously though, I'm really pissed I lost this thing again. I am such a fucking moron.

good job me for turning my alarm on but not changing the time to midnight so I woke up at 4a now im 4 hours behind schedule.

yesterday, mikey and I had lunch at the world famous americana which was
lovely. then it was time for the someday never/signature escape/a love
like pi show @ the cornerstone cafe in freehold. they're doing full band
shows there now which is always cool when we get another venue in the
area.

right now, im waiting for alissa to get home then me, her and andrew are
prob hanging out for a little bit then driving her to work then we might
get this sdn temp site up.

hey. just got back from ruby tuesdays with lindsey (see below). its
always nice seeing her again. I bought new dc shoes, the new take action
comp and a car charger for my sidekick. kickass.

mae reportably signed to capitol. I can't think of another tooth and
nail artist that went up to the majors other than mxpx and mae is
definately worth buying out of that gargantuan contract.